*:]* smile

subjekna ":]"
dmn seseorang sdank mnunggu untuq qmbali tersenyum…
kluar dr kesedihan yg sdang d alaminya….
mungkin ini smua tralu berat baginya….
dan mungkin semua ini trlalu rumit baginya….
namun,,
btapa krasna ia brusaha….
btapa lamana ia menunggu…..
mengapa semua itu terasa sia2 dan hanya buang waktu?
kenapa dari hari yg berlalu yang ada hanyalah air mata dan kepedihan hati?
tahukah kamu kalau aku selalu menunggumu setiap malam….
malam dimana aku tahu kamu tidak akan muncul….
malam dimana aku tahu bahwa penantianku sia2….
bahkan di malam mimnggu ini….
dimana kamu selalu bilank kalau ini "malam kita,, hari kita"
tahukah kaw bahwa biarpun kamu bilank semua memank sudah berbeda namun ia tetap selalu menyimpan bayangmu di hatinya?
dan bahwa ia selalu mengharapkan namamu muncul di layar hp nya?
aku tahu bahwa semuanya telah berubah bagimu…..
tapi sepertinya itu taq akan perna brubah dlm ku….
aku belajar untuk mengerti kesibukanmu……
namun,,
mengapa rasanya sakit di siiniiiii?
dimana ketika semua kenangan itu kembali terungkap yang ada hanyalah airmata….
bisakah kau mengerti akan ini?
bisakah kau mengerti keperihanku ini?
yah….
sudahlah….
biarlah apa yang mungkin akan terjadi,,
terjadilah…..
akupun sudah taq bisa berbuat apa2 lagi……
semuanya tergantung siapa yang menjalani……
ku selalu mengharap akan happy ending….
namun bila itu taq tercapai…..
apa pun kan ku terima…….
biar ini menyakitkan……
tapi,,
terima kasih…..
kau telah membuatku seseorang yg berbeda….
yg bisa mengerti hidup…..
yg bisa menghargai hidup…
untuk itu semua,,
terima kasih…..
sekarang aku akan belajar menenangkan diri…..
berharap aku kan siap menerima apa pun kenyataan bicara….
biar "terkadang kenyataan memanglah pahit"
toh tak ada yg bisa kau lakukan kan?
ku kan hanya menunggu…..
menunggu jawaban itu……
jawaban darimu……
akankah ini terjawab?
…………………………………………………………………

Is it the only way?? to commit SUICIDE??

too much thing to think about,
which I try to forget,
too much problems to solve,
which always stuck in my mind,
too much pain to receive,
which I try to be relieve,
too much stuff to regret,
which is too late to be regretted,
too much love I give,
which is now useless,
too much missunderstood I get,
which always make my life misearable……

I just wondering….
*why is it have to be me?*
there’s tons of people,
but,
*why is it have to be me?*
*why is it have to be me to face this whole problem?*
*why?*
I just wanna be as happy as other people are, as free as them…..
but,
I always think,
*can I?*
*can I just have some of their happiness?*
*some of their freedom of problem as a teenagers?*
*can I?*
*do I have to be like this?*
Be a person which have to face all this is not easy…
and,
I can’t stand it anymore……
*how can I finish this?*
*when can I finish this?*
The only way I know is to……

**commit SUICIDE**

but,
I know it’s not the right way to do it…
but….
that’s the only thing I can think about…… *

**Mischelle***

it’s all bout HIM…..

This feeling i feel is different than any other feelings i’ve felt
it is…indescribable
A little bit of every feelings, but mostly: SAFE
It seems that we’re too opposite to be together
I can only

*wonder*
to be with him

He taught me a lot of things,
Especially to have FAITH
I know he doesn’t know
I don’t want him to know
Cuz, it can create chaos it theyNot sure why i have these feelings for him

Something, i don’t know what
Created this feelings
Don’t know if he knows

There’s that one day,
I pray, so i could have a moment with him
i had a chance, but i wasn’t ready
So then i passes by me
And so i lose the chance

But then i REALIZE that there’s always next time
And a better tomorrow

^-^V,
MaGDa

hEaDLinE nEwS!!!

sEnAnK nya!!!

g bIS bikin website!!!
KEREN!!!

buka ya…
marsh-ichellzz.piczo.com

wAd’S LoVe??

Are your palms sweaty, is your heart racing and is your voice caught within your chest?

It isn’t love, it’s a like.


You can’t keep your eyes off them, am I right?

It isn’t love, it’s a lust.


Are you proud, and eager to show them off?

It isn’t love, it’s a luck.


Do you want them because you know they’re there?

It isn’t love, it’s a loneliness.


Are you there because it’s what everyone wants?

It isn’t love, it’s a loyalty.


Are you there because they kissed you, or held your hand?

It isn’t love, it’s low confidence.


Do you stay for their confessions of love, because you don’t want to hurt them?

It isn’t love, it’s a pity.


Do you belong to them because their sight makes your heart skip a beat?

It isn’t love, it’s an infatuation.


Do you pardon their faults because you care about them?

It isn’t love, it’s a friendship.


Do you tell them every day they are the only one you think of?

It isn’t love, it’s a lie.


Are you willing to give all of your favorite things for their sake?

It isn’t love, it’s a charity.

bUt….

Does your heart ache and
break when they’re sad?

Then it’s Love.


Do you cry for their pain,
even when they pretend to be strong?

Then it’s Love.


Do their eyes see
your true heart, and touch your soul so deeply it hurts?

Then it’s Love.


Do you stay because a blinding, incomprehensible mix of pain and
relation pulls you close and holds you there?

Then it’s Love.


Do you
accept their faults because they’re a part of who they are?

Then it’s Love.


Are you attracted to others, but stay with them faithfully without
regret?

Then it’s Love.


Could you allow them to leave you, not because
they want to but because they have to?

Then it’s Love.


Would you give
them your heart, and your life?

Then it’s Love.

fRiEndS iS…





Flowers need sunshine, violets need dew, all angels in heaven know I need u.
years may fly, tears

may dry, but my friendship with u will never die.

 


 


One day u will ask me: What is more important to
you, me or your life? I will say: my life… You will walk away from me without
knowing that U R MY LIFE!!!

 

Feel
good when somebody Miss u. Feel better when somebody Loves u. But feel best when
somebody never forgets u.

 


A friend is sweet when its
new….but it is sweeter when its TRUE! But u know what?
Its sweetest when its you.

 

 



A friend gives hope when life is
low, a friend is a place when you have nowhere to go, a friend is honest, a
friend is true. A friend is precious a friend is u.


 



If kisses were water, I will give
u sea. If hugs were leaves, I will give u a tree.If u luv a planet, I will give
u a galaxy, if friendship is life I will give u mine.


 

 


People live People die People
Laugh People Cry Some give up Some will try Some say hi Some say bye Others may
forget YOU but never will I.

 

 

If I were to be
anything in this world…. I’d be ur tears!!!… So, I can be conceived in ur heart,
born in ur eyes, live on ur cheeks & die on ur lips!!!!!

 


If u r a chocolate ur the sweetest, if u r a
Teddy Bear u r the most huggable, If u are a Star u r the Brightest, and since u
r my “FRIEND” u r the “BEST”!!!!!!!!!

 


A special friend is rare indeed, it beems to be
special breed, yes, perfect friends r very few, so lucky I m for having you.

 


They say it takes a minute 2 fine a special
person, an hour 2 appreciate them, a day 2 love them, but then an entire life 2
forget them.

 


When God opened the window of the Heaven He asked
me: What is your  wish for today? “I said : please take special care of the
person reading this!!!!!!!”

 

  


Time might lead me to nowhere and faith might
break into pieces but I will always be THANKFUL that once in my life’s journey
we became FRIENDS!

 

 

 


It takes half our life to find true friends  &
half of it keeping them. I am lucky to have spent less than half my life finding
you & wish to spend the rest keeping you.

 

 

 


In my life I learned how… 2 love
2 smile 2 be happy 2 be strong 2 work hard 2 be honest 2 be faithful 2 forgive
but I couldn’t learn how.. 2 stop rembering u.

A memory lasts forever, and never does it die. True friends stay together and
never say good bye.

Always draw a circle around the ones you love, never draw a heart because hearts
can be broken, but circles are never ending.

U got style, u got sex-appeal, u got the intelligence and u sure got the body.
Wait. Sorry, wrong number!

 

 

    

 Of all the gifts, big and small, your
friendship is the greatest of them all.

A ring is round and has no end, that’s how long I’ll be your friend!!!

The morning is just a few moments away. Go to sleep and when you wake up,
remember me as a friend who is always there for you and never let you down

Yes, God made you first, but there is always a rough draft before the final
copy.

The NHS regrets to inform you that your birth was an accident. Please report to
your nearest hospital to be put down. We apologize for any inconvenience.

If you are in trouble, If you need a hand, Just call my number, because I’m your
friend!

Whenever I see your smiling face, I have to smile myself, because I like you,
you’re my friend!!!

Nostalgia is not what it used to be.

Those who think that things happen too fast are expected in a bank or a post
office!

Make your life a house your heart can live in. With a door that is open to
receive friends. And a garden full of memories…. of many good things.

You cannot buy friendship, you can earn it. If someone comes for help, be a true
friend !

A friend is always welcome … Early in the morning or late at night. Time is of
no importance … When it concerns real friendship!!

Friendship is a wonderful word, it might be the most beautiful one on earth.
Friendship is something powerful, a gift of great value!

No gold or precious stones … give us happiness and peace, friendship and its
warmth … will bring it to us

There is a big difference between friendship and a rose… Roses last only a
while … but friendship is for ever

I asked God 4 a flower, he gave me a garden. Asked 4 a tree, he gave me a
forest. Asked 4 a river, he gave me an ocean. Asked 4 a friend, he gave me you

Friends are like stars… you don’t see them all the time, but you know they’re
there!

Life is not easy and it will never be, but you’ve got friends and one of them is
me …

I must have been born under a lucky star , to find a friend as nice as you are.
I will follow the rainbow to the end , if you promise to remain my friend !!!

When friendship is deeply rooted, it is a plant that cannot even be uprooted by
a storm….

My "aim" in life is: die young when I am very old.

When you are lazy, you cannot help it. When you are tired, that is your own
fault.

A friend is someone who knows when you need her…

A ring is round and has no end, so is my love for you my friend.

If my head looks like yours, I’d shave my rear end and walked on my hands.

Mirrors should be able to think before reflecting the images.

A friend is someone who knows the song of your heart and who can sing it for you
when you have forgotten it

Friend: someone who tells you things while you are alive, things that others
tell after you die

You can eat and drink together, talk and laugh together, enjoy life together,
but you are only real friends when you also cried together.

Wherever you go, whatever you do, may god’s angels watch over you.

Make new friends, but keep the old. One is silver the other gold.

A little clown is living in my heart. Small and very special. It can dance and
jump, laugh and sing. Are you in pain and you need to cry, come and borrow it!

I would not call myself important, but I am convinced that when I was not born,
everyone would like to know why.

The only good thing about your own mistakes, is that is might make other people
happy.

Not the lack of love, but the lack of friendship makes marriages unhappy.

A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.

I MaY Not Be a cLocK ThaT maY TexT yOu 24hrs a DaY But My HeArt Will bE LikE a
CloCk ThAt will nOt sToP CarIng & SayInG U r aLwaYs RemeMbEreD. TakE CaRe.

The times we shared is like shooting star… the time is short but really
beautiful moments…. Forever engraved in our hearts…. Friends forever~!!!

KeEping a FRIEND is As Difficult AS losing one. U sacrifice A lot To keep them.
I may not have sacrificed enuf 4 u… but in my HEART I swear I’m keeping U..

We’ve known each other by CHANCE, became friends by CHOICE, still friends by
DECISION. And when we say FRIEND FOREVER, that’s definitely a lifetime PROMISE!

If friends were flowers I would not pick you! I’ll let you grow in the garden &
cultivate you with love and care so I can keep you as a friend 4ever!!

When i’m walking in front of u,I’m protecting u. When i’m beside u i’m there for
u, when i’m behind u, I’m watching over u. When i’m alone,I’m thinking of u.

A ring is round and has no end…. and that’s how long I’ll be your friend.

There is a gift that gold cannot buy, a blessing dats rare & true, dats the gift
of a wonderful friend like the friend dat i have in u!

Wat u see as truth wat u see as lies remember that true friendship never dies
although we may change & drift apart, ill always value u deep within my heart!

A friend is never a coincidence in your life, they are meant to enter your life
to bring you joy and laughter. So, i will treasure the friendship between us.

Everyone hears what you say… Friends listen to what you say… Best friends
listen to what you don’t say…

Friends are like stars. You can’t always see them, But you know they are always
there for you…

Many people will walk in and out of your life, but only true friends will leave
footprints in your heart.

As long as we have memories, yesterday remains; as long as we have hope,
tomorrow awaits. As long as we have Friendship, each day is never a waste.

Good frenz are like quilts… it never loses its warmth…

GOD is so wise that he never created FRIENDS with pricetags, Because….. if He
did, I can’t afford a precious FRIEND like YOU!!!

thE tEst oF fRiEndsHip dOseN’t cOmeS wHen u R 2GethEr. It cOmEs wHeN u ParT waYs
& u ReaLizE tHat dEsPitE tHe dIsTanCe, thE fRiEndshIp iS sTilL tHeRe…

True friends are like Diamonds… they are real and rare. False friends are like
leaves… they are scattered everywhere.

FRIENDSHIP isn’t how U forGet but how U forGive, Not how U liSten but how U
UnderStand, Not what U see but how U feel, and not how U Let Go but how U hold
oN!!!

FriEndSHiP iS A PRiCeLeSs GiFt tHaT cAn’T Be BoUgHt Or SoLd, BuT To Have An
UnDeRsTaNdiNg FriEnd iS FaR MoRe WoRtH tHaN GoLd~!

If you need advice, text me… If you need a friend, call me… If you need me,
come to me… If you need money… ……….. THE SUBSCRIBER CANNOT BE REACHED!

FRIENDSHIP is like a tree… It is not MEASURED on how TALL it could be, but is
on how DEEP the ROOTS HAVE GROWN…

In this WORLD, where everything seems UNCERTAIN, only one thing is DEFINITE.
You’ll always be my FRIEND, beyond WORDS, beyond TIME & beyond DISTANCE!

I believe in angels, the kind that heaven sends. I’m surrounded by angels but I
call them my best friends.

Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was choice, but falling in love with
you was completely out of my control.

A memory lasts forever, and never does it die. True friends stay together and
never say good bye.

The ship that will never sink is my friendship with you.

I met U as a stranger, I leave U as a friend, as long as the world stands, our
friendship nv ends. All friends nv split N even if they do they will meet again.

I always thought loving some1 was the greatest feeling, but I realised tat
loving a friend is even better, we lose ppl we love but we never lose true
friends.

EveRyDay I seE LoTs oF StRangErS PasSiNg By mE, ThiS mAkeS mE reAlisED tHat,
LifE woUlD be BORING, WiThoUt A FriEnD LiKE U…

We gain and lose things every day. But trust me on one thing: YOU WILL NEVER
LOSE ME! I will always be there as a friend!

A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.

The times we shared is like shooting star… the time is short but really
beautiful moments…. Forever engraved in our hearts…. Friends forever~!!!

We’ve known each other by CHANCE, became friends by CHOICE, still friends by
DECISION. And when we say FRIEND FOREVER, that’s definitely a lifetime PROMISE!

If friends were flowers I would not pick you! I’ll let you grow in the garden &
cultivate you with love and care so I can keep you as a friend 4ever!!

A ring is round and has no end…. and that’s how long I’ll be your friend.

There is a gift that gold cannot buy, a blessing dats rare & true, dats the gift
of a wonderful friend like the friend dat i have in u!

Wat u see as truth wat u see as lies remember that true friendship never dies
although we may change & drift apart, ill always value u deep within my heart!

A friend is never a coincidence in your life, they are meant to enter your life
to bring you joy and laughter. So, i will treasure the friendship between us.

Everyone hears what you say… Friends listen to what you say… Best friends
listen to what you don’t say…

I want u 2 know that our friendship means a lot 2 me. U cry, I cry. U laugh.. I
laugh. U jump out of d window.. I look down n then.. I laugh again.. hahaha

Friends are like stars. You can’t always see them, But you know they are always
there for you…

Many people will walk in and out of your life, but only true friends will leave
footprints in your heart.

As long as we have memories, yesterday remains; as long as we have hope,
tomorrow awaits. As long as we have Friendship, each day is never a waste.

Never abandon old friends. They are hard 2 replace. Friendships is like wine: it
gets BETTER as it grows OLDER. Just like us… i get BETTER, u get OLDER.

The sun is glazing, upon the sunlight i see the path of our friendship shining
brightly knowing that it is so great to have a friend like YOU! :)

Handsome, Sweet, Intelligent, Spontaneous, Good Looking, Nice Friends, Charming,
Funny, well… Enough about ME! How about you?

If U need a friend and there are a hundred steps between us, you can take the
1st step to get near me and i will take all 99 step to be there for you.

6 rules to be HAPPY: Free your heart from hatred; Free your mind from worries;
Live simply; Expect less; Give more & Always have ME as UR FRIEND

Time might lead me to nowhere; Fate might break me apart; I’ll always be
thankful that once, along my life’s journey I found a friend like U…

Friends are like a head of hair. You might lose some, but with enough $money$
you can buy them back.

A day is going to end again. It is nice to have a friend like U making my
everyday seems so great. Thank U my good friend lastly gd nite n sweet dreams…


I have seen angels in the sky… I
have seen snowfall in july… I have seen things u only imAgine to see…
But I haven’t seen anything sweeter than u.


There r many stars but the moon
is u, there are many friends but the best is u,, To forget me that’s up to u,,,
To forget u I will never ever do.


U may be out of my sight, but not out of my
heart, U may be out of my reach but not out of my  mind.I may mean nothing to u
but u will always be special to me!!

   

 

 

How can u tell the rain not 2
fall when clouds exist? How can u tell the leaves not 2 fall when wind exist?
How can u tell me not to fall in friendship when u exist.

 

 

  

 
Knowing a friend like u has made me happy in a million ways And if Ever I Have
to Let you go………..I would Find a million
reasons to make u stay!!!!

 

 


If I m in hell & u in heaven, I
always look up & be proud of u. but if I were In heaven & u in hell, I beg God 2
send me down coz heaven wont be heaven without u.

 


Life is 4 u, death is 4 me, being
happy is 4 u, being sad is 4 me, being together is 4 u, being lonely is 4 me,
everything 4 u but u r 4 me.

 


If I could pull down the rainbow
I would write ur name with it & put it back in the sky to let everybody know how
colorful my life is with a friend like u!!

  

 

 


Never say ur happy when ur sad…
never say ur fine when ur not ok… never say u feel good when u feel bad…
and never say ur alone when I m still alive.

 

 

  


Sometimes my mind asked why? I
miss u, Why? I care 4 u, Why? I remember u then my heart answered its simply
b’coz you are a sweet friend!!

 

 

 

fRieNdS iS aLL LiFe aBoUT!!!

 

 

 

  ~ FRIENDS ~
 
  As we walk our path of life,
  We meet people everyday.
  Most are simply met by chance.
  But, some are sent our way.
   

  These become special friends
  Whose bond we can’t explain;
  The ones who understand us
  And share our joy and pain.
 
  Their love contains no boundaries.
  So, even we are apart.
  Their presence enhances us
  With a warmth felt in the heart.
 
  This love becomes a passageway,
  When even the miles disappear.
  And so, these friends, God sends our way,
  Remain forever near.

fRiEndS 4-eVeR,, nOtHinG cAn cHAnGe It!!!

Friends Forever

 
   

 

      

Friends are friends
      forever together ’till the end.

      

You promised me that you
      would always be my friend.

      

One day something changed
      I’m not sure what it was.

      

I lost you on that day
      and the reason was because

      

it was a late dark night
      and we had a stupid fight.

      

And for some reason, I
      don’t know why, we couldn’t make it right.

 

 
   

 

      

We went our separate
      ways.

      

This went on for days and
      days.

      

I made new friends and
      you made yours,

      

but that hole in my heart
      could not be filled for that hole was only yours.

      

Times got really tough,

      

my road of life was, oh,
      so rough.

      

I needed friends, not the
      kind you see from day to day,

      

but the kind that will
      always and forever stay.

 
   

 

      

Memories were all I had

      

and just the thought of
      them made me sad.

      

I cried every night
      wondering how to make it right.

      

I wish you could erase
      that day and that fight.

      

Would you please forgive
      me? I don’t know where to start.

      

It hurts me so bad to
      have this hole in my heart!

 
   
      

I don’t want our
      friendship to totally end.

      

I need you! You are my
      best friend!

      

So can we make a promise
      to stay together ’till the end?

      

A vow to each other to
      ALWAYS be BEST FRIENDS?

      

 

      

by: Marcie Reed

bEsT fRieNd 4-eVeR….

You Are My Friend
      And I Hope
      You Know That’s True.
      No Matter What Happens
      I Will Stand Right By You.
      In Times Of Grief
      I Will Give You Belief.
      I’ll Be There For You
      Whenever You Are In Need.
      To Lend You A Hand
      To Do A Good Deed.
      So Just Call On Me When
      You Need Me, My Friend!
      I Will Always Be There For You
      Right To The End!

      

                                     Best Friends
      Forever!

u aRe mY fRiAnD…

If one day you feel like
      crying…
      Call me.
      I don’t promise that I will make you laugh,
      But I can cry with you

If one day you want to run away–
      Don’t be afraid to call me.
      I don’t promise to ask you to stop…
      But I can run with you

   



If one day you don’t want
      to listen
      to anyone…
      Call me.
      I promise to be there for you.
      And I promise to be very quiet.

      

 

But if one day you call…
      And there is no answer…
      Come fast to see me.
      Perhaps I need you.

      -The
      End -

   

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